This morning I had a hard time with controlling my thoughts. I would say to myself, "You're not going to think or say something like that again." In the next instant I would do exactly what I said I wouldn't do. It's all mind control! In proverbs 23:7 it says, "For as he thinks within himself, so he is." That really gets to me and I'm on my knees asking forgiveness. I believe what it says and so I fail again when I have thoughts that make me look at things selfishly. I can see myself honestly and know I fail HIM. I'm so sorry. I have great struggle within myself on not being a humble person. How can God use me if I do not have a humble spirit. I do not do good works for the right reason without being humble. I struggle with this. My need to feel important must be nailed to the cross.